I don't often share this side of myself with anyone. So, consider this your lucky day, or not so lucky. . . (Actually, I don't believe in luck at all, but the saying seemed to work there. LOL)
I am one of those somewhat scatter-brained individuals who struggle with "out of sight, out of mind syndrome." I mean really, it could be a diagnosis. Think of all the other things we have labeled and declared emotional disorders. However, that will have to be a topic for another day . . .
So, back to the point. I have two places where I take the liberty of keeping the things I am working on at arms reach. One is my desk and the other is this chair/love-seat. I try not to let it get this out of control, but my dd took the opportunity to record this for posterity, or possibly blackmail, I'm not sure at the moment which is the case! I love magazines and catalogs. I guess decorating and fashion mags are my reads of choice. I subscribe to quite a few and love the secure feeling I get knowing I have a stack to go through on a quiet afternoon. Then, I tear pages . . . pages of recipes, decorating tips, makeup suggestions, websites to check out, new hair dos I want to discuss with my stylist, and on and on and on. What do I do with those pages after I have them torn out, you ask? I stack them! It's true, I save them for another time to go through again, resort them, file them, and generally decide if at that point they are worth keeping. You will also notice that my knitting is always at hand, and the remote controls as well.
I told you, I think it should be labeled a "syndrome." What is it about the nature of the stacker? One who is quite certain that if an item is not piled close by they will certainly never be able to find it. And it's true, I can spend lots of time looking for something that has simply been put away. LOL
You know as a stacker, I can pile up all kinds of junk in my mind as well. I can keep a list of my problems close at hand to be sorted at a moments notice. I might be known to have a basket filled with hurt feelings, or a corner piled with guilt. We stackers like to keep things handy, just in case . . .
The Holy Spirit has been gently and quietly speaking to my heart about the importance of a completely surrendered heart. Giving up control of my stacks is not something that is coming easily to me. However, I do believe that the blessed outcome will be freedom and joy. So stay tuned, I am definitely a work in progress and I will let you know how things are going along the journey. Look out stacks it is time to do some serious tossing!
Psalm 33:20-22; We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield. In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name. May Your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in You. Amen